In November of 2019 the Lord spoke to my husband and I about leaving everything that I had been connected to and us moving to the middle of nowhere. We made the move and in the process I was physically separated from family and friends, church, nearly everything that I poured myself into etc. My life would never be the same.
Just 4 months later due to lockdowns the entire US was separated from their family, friends, and church. Our lives will never be the same.
There is much more detail in that and in the fact that the Lord literally moved us to a modern day wilderness, 2 miles from a military training center but 30 min from a grocery store … but that is another story.
So now to get to what I believe we are about to see unfold …
One day last Sept. I crumbled. I will not go into details, but under immense pressure and crushing from many sides I made a choice that day that was a bad choice. After I made that choice, within a matter of an hour the Lord reminded me of the date that day. It was 9/11. I knew immediately something was significant about what I did and the fact that I made the choice to do so on the anniversary of when the towers fell.
My life in many ways began to crumble after that day. Just like the two towers, my health and my spiritual life seemed to be in ruins. I was devastated and for the next 8 months I struggled with depression, anxiety, health problems and more.
The crazy thing is that while I was struggling like never before in the area of my health and emotional well being, the Lord was actually bringing answers to prayers that I have prayed for years in other areas of my life. He was breaking off things that were holding me back and holding me HOSTAGE.
Then starting last April step by step within a month’s time the Lord began to lead me out of the darkness and into the light. Now my physical, spiritual, and mental health is better than before, and on top of it the prayers that I was praying for years have been answered.
But I will tell you this – if I had not gone through that period of destruction, those prayers would not have been answered. Because the destruction not only came against my health, it also destroyed strongholds that were holding me hostage. It took me to a place of being on my face, truly dependent on God.
So what does that have to do with what is happening with our world today?
This morning after praying for Afghanistan the Lord reminded me of the connection between the destruction of 9/11/2001 , and the initiation of the destruction that occurred in my life last 9/11.
He told me that what I went through in those months and the outcome was a foreshadowing of what is about to happen in many ways for many people. The second after he spoke that to me, I turned to look at the clock and it was 9:11 am.
Many of you will remember that I shared last year the visitation in the night that I had from Kim Clement from the cloud of witnesses and how he prophesied to me the coming destruction. By the end of the visitation dream the Fear of the Lord was so strong that despite my best efforts to stand under it, I could only crumble and fall to my knees.
It was so intense I could not speak about it for several days. It took me a month to even mention parts of it to people.
My friends the reverential Fear of the Lord will be restored to the earth. I believe that things are going to appear to be very dark for a while, and that during this time the Lord will crush the strongholds that are holding our great nation and other nations captive! People will come to know that they are merely humans while God is sovereign.
Keep your faith, realize that we as humans are nothing compared to the power of God. Stay humble, stay dependent on him. Even when it seems that all is lost, that everything is unraveling – keep believing that he will work all things together for the good of the saints.
I believe that our nation is going through a darkness that will cause a great spiritual awakening, and for many souls to be saved and delivered from darkness.
On the other side of what we are about to go through will be some of the brightest days we have ever seen.
In early 2019 I gave a prophetic word at the church that I was serving at in Longview, TX – I told them that the Lord is awakening the church, and that people will have a choice, they will either be awakened by love, or if they refuse that, then they will be awakened by a violent shaking. That my friends is what we are seeing.
-Keep praying, we are not fighting against flesh and blood.
-Keep the faith no matter how bad it gets – this is not the end.
-It is going to get better, I know many of you can’t see how that is even possible – I felt that way – but I know it will get better!
-Do not isolate yourselves from other saints – we need each other and we need to come together.
-Humble yourself and realize that some things are not by might or by power, but only by the Spirit of God!
-DO NOT refuse the GOOD NEWS of the Lord. I am not talking about fluffy feel good gospel, I am talking about the fact that JESUS is our SALVATION in times like these!
Romans 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
2 Timothy 3:11 my persecutions and sufferings that happened to me at Antioch, at Iconium, and at Lystra—which persecutions I endured; yet from them all the Lord rescued me.
2 Cor. 12:9-10 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
Isaiah 54:16 – Behold, I have created the smith who blows the fire of coals and produces a weapon for its purpose. I have also created the ravager to destroy;